Friday, June 30, 2006

A Message For Josh

i left you a reason as to why i'm boring somewhere on your blog i think.

Disappointment and Espresso Fumes

Yesterday I started working at McDonald's, and it sucked. I have the worst job: Lobby, which pretty much means that I mop the floors and clean off the tables. It's sort of like a buss-boy (sp?) but with Urkle pants that make my ass look huge. I only wanted to be the person at the drive-thru window, not Little Miss Junior Janitor!!! This sucks, but THANK GOD I'll be able to do other stuff than that. You can only clean the same piece of floor so many times before you despise the color red (the color of the tiles). Which is a shame becuase I was planning on painting my bedroom walls red. Well, actually orange but it's close enough to red.

I'm feeling rather poetic today, I may even have found a little inspiration for my story, which is good because it's a story worth telling. This really happened all of a sudden when I walked into The Coffee House. I guess it's the espresso fumes going to my head.

I really need to convince my parents to let me get AIM. They're not budging on the MySpace thing, so maybe they'll let me get IM. I told them that you only talk to people on your buddy list but they're still unsure. I'll have to ask someone at school about techniques to get them to cave.

This is Kaelyn, over and out.

Wednesday, June 28, 2006

Mixed Feelings for Flowers

Hello, everyone. I haven't posted for a while, so there are a few things that I'll fill you in on:

1) I am now a McDonald's employee. I start training tomorrow. It should be fun since a couple of kids that I'm somewhat familiar with work there. But the best part of it, I guess, would have to be the fact that I'll be getting paid. Maybe my mom will be more lenient with what I buy since it's my money. After all, I earned it so why shouldn't I spend it in a way that tickles my fancy? Wow, I just sounded really weird right there so scratch that last part, okay?

2) Once again, I am in pain from rigorous cheerleading practice. This time, it's my calf muscles rather than my arms (darn those stupid toe lifts!!!). Oh yeah, I got my braces tightened a couple days ago and it's still hard to chew, but luckily I'll be getting them off in a few months. Unlucky for me, on the other hand, it won't be in time for school pictures. Wah.

3) I had a very odd dream last night about flowers. There was this little girl in a garden and she was watering flowers when she came across a black flower and said, "Ew, a black flower! How ugly!" She went to rip it out of the ground, but then some disembodied voice said, "Why would you want to rip something so uniquely beautiful out of the ground?" The little girl replied by saying that it was ugly and she only wanted beautiful flowers in her garden, then the voice chuckled and said, "Well, you're not exactly pretty yourself, but does that make you a bad person? Of course not. It's exactly the same with the flower. You may not think it attractive, but will serve the purpose of feeding the butterflies rather well, and butterflies are beautiful, are they not? Give it a chance..." Then I woke up. Rather strange, right? I'm not a judgemental person at all, so I have no idea why I would have a dream like this. If anyone knows someone who interprets dreams, show them this. Thanks.

This is Kaelyn, over and out.

Wednesday, June 14, 2006

i'm in so much pain!!!

hey everybody!!! yes, i'm in terrible pain from cheerleading. my legs and my back hurt so bad i can't do much of anything except sit here on this computer. at least my hands don't hurt, otherwise i'd be screwed. oh well, i'll just have to find something to do on here since i can't really do something else.

i found a bathing suit i liked when i went suit shopping. it's a sporty tankini and it makes me look thinner, which isn't bad, but i'd still prefer the ever popular bikini. most people would prefer me to wear a t-shirt in the pool, since i'd probably make their eyes bleed. i'm very hard on myself if you couldn't tell.

speaking of which, don't you hate it when people who are, like, anorexic looking say "ohmigod, i'm so fat" and then some majorly overweight people say stuff like "i'm so skinny" and then call other people fat? it's so annoying. i have a friend like that. she's not exactly in the best of shape if you know what i mean, but she wears a bikini and when we go to the pool she says to me "look at her she shouldn't even be in a one-piece she's so fat." i'm not saying that overweight people shouldn't be confident about themselves, but some people (like my friend) should just take a reality check.

on a ligter note, i've found a partial solution to my "post-potter depression"... ~A Series of Unfortunate Events~ it keeps me busy, but since i read unnaturally fast i'll go through them like *snaps fingers* like that. they're very exciting to read and you almost have no idea what's going to happen (unless "Lemony Snicket", as he likes to be called, tells exactly who's going to die like he does in The Reptile Room like when he says "...it will be Uncle Monty who will die" so you're just kind of like "gee, thanks for RUINING THE STORY!!!) but otherwise, they're good to read. i learned a lot of big words in those books, so they're making me smarter.

oh, yeah i just remembered (sorry if i'm boring you to death with my overly-long blog) that i have to read Frankenstein for Honors 9th Grade English over the summer. i'm telling you, THAT BOOK IS HARD. i tried reading the first chapter and i was like "what?" it's strange because i have the kind that have the little vocabulary words in them, but i know the ones that they define. it's the ones they don't that i don't understand. i'll probably need a good bit of Tylenol or Motrin or something to get through this assignment.

ta-da!! i'm finally done, and you're probably like "THANK GOD/ALLAH/BUDDA/ANYTHING OR ANYONE ELSE YOU MAY WORSHIP!!!" peace out, dawg. :P

Thursday, June 08, 2006

going shopping today

hey everybody! i'm going to the mall today to maybe get a new swimsuit. oh yeah...THAT will be fun...*rolls eyes* to be honest, i really don't wan't to show off my body. i'm really concienscious (gawd i hope i spelled that right) about my body (in other words, i think i'm kinda fat) and none of the stores by me sell cute one pieces. i looked on everythingbutwater.com and they have some really cute stuff, but my mom won't pay over $100 for a swimsuit. so, i guess i'm screwed.

i am suffering from post-potter depression. that pretty much means that i am bored out of my mind until anything harry potter comes out. it stinks.

later.

Tuesday, June 06, 2006

erin azen makes me mad

yo! today's the last day of school! HOLLA! i'm so happy because this summer is gonna rock!

yeah she makes me mad. she won't apologize for ignoring me for no reason. it makes me soo mad. now she's acting like there's nothing wrong! SO ANNOYING

l8r

Thursday, June 01, 2006

hey i just joined


heloooo everyone! i'm new here.

just a thought, people that you talk to on the internet are generally nicer than people you know besides your friends, have you noticed that? like i wish some people that i talk to went to my school cuz they're so nice and they're not afraid to be weird.

yeah, i don't know if u noticed, but i really like harry potter. but i mean, like, i REALLY like harry potter. like, so much it's ridiculous! my friends seriously think i have problems. but i really don't, i just like harry potter. but i guess that could be a problem since it leads to so much other stuff. click on the link and see for yourself.

http://www.mugglenet.com/app/news/show/103