Why? Why, oh, why did I sign up for ALL HONORS CLASSES?! WWHHYYYYYYYY??? All this junk is going to my head and I barely have any free time. This really sucks. The stupid thing is that I thought I could handle it, but obvioulsy not. I would rather be getting A's in my classes like I did last year, but that's just not an option (I think I have a C in science. Boy, my parents'll be REALLY happy.)
Report cards will probably be really fun too (rolls eyes) . The worst part of it is, I feel like a liar right now. I told my parents that I would be able to handle all honors classes, cheerleading, AND band, and I can't. There, I said it. I. Can't. Handle it. I feel like I lied to them, and I feel guilty when people say things like, "Wow, Katelyn, you're amazing! I don't know how you do it!" because I can't do it. I have the darkest circles under my eyes you wouldn't even believe it.
Overall, I'm just tired. All of this stuff is simply exhausting me to the point where I have an almost daily emotional breakdown. My activities, problems with my friends and family, slipping grades, and lack of sleep are really taking a toll on me. If you could see me, I look like I'm wasted (for the record, I'm not). Freshman year is killing me.
But other things are getting better, I guess. If there are any people here who read the part about Ophelia and Ashley, you would be shocked to know that Ophelia's dad started talking to my mom again. He literally said hello and told her that the weather was nice. Strange. (I don't know if I told you this, but this whole ordeal in our neighborhood involves our parents too. How screwed up is that?)
I almost forgot to apologize for not writing for a whole month, though it feels like more. It was so pathetic, I forgot my username for this site I had to go find it in my PBJ (Pre-Blogger Diary).
I found this cute picture of Hermione at mugglenet.com. It fits how I feel.
Peace out, gangster. XD
