Why? Why, oh, why did I sign up for ALL HONORS CLASSES?! WWHHYYYYYYYY??? All this junk is going to my head and I barely have any free time. This really sucks. The stupid thing is that I thought I could handle it, but obvioulsy not. I would rather be getting A's in my classes like I did last year, but that's just not an option (I think I have a C in science. Boy, my parents'll be REALLY happy.)
Report cards will probably be really fun too (rolls eyes) . The worst part of it is, I feel like a liar right now. I told my parents that I would be able to handle all honors classes, cheerleading, AND band, and I can't. There, I said it. I. Can't. Handle it. I feel like I lied to them, and I feel guilty when people say things like, "Wow, Katelyn, you're amazing! I don't know how you do it!" because I can't do it. I have the darkest circles under my eyes you wouldn't even believe it.
Overall, I'm just tired. All of this stuff is simply exhausting me to the point where I have an almost daily emotional breakdown. My activities, problems with my friends and family, slipping grades, and lack of sleep are really taking a toll on me. If you could see me, I look like I'm wasted (for the record, I'm not). Freshman year is killing me.
But other things are getting better, I guess. If there are any people here who read the part about Ophelia and Ashley, you would be shocked to know that Ophelia's dad started talking to my mom again. He literally said hello and told her that the weather was nice. Strange. (I don't know if I told you this, but this whole ordeal in our neighborhood involves our parents too. How screwed up is that?)
I almost forgot to apologize for not writing for a whole month, though it feels like more. It was so pathetic, I forgot my username for this site I had to go find it in my PBJ (Pre-Blogger Diary).
I found this cute picture of Hermione at mugglenet.com. It fits how I feel.
Peace out, gangster. XD
4 comments:
Well, if it makes you feel any better, try having all honors classes, a job, and be in two clubs. That's a fun one right there. All of that on top of Scouts, yet somehow I still find myself wasting time on this computer...
I should probably be doing work for school right now, but I really don't feel like it.
A word of advise: Don't get into the habit of procrastinating, because it's hard to get out of and you'll lose even more sleep trying to finish everything the night before.
Lastly, don't worry about it. You'll adjust, and your grades will come back up. You're just not used to the new work load. I took a bit of a fall my freshman year too. We all did.
Later,
Joshua
I found out my grades today and it turns out that I actually have a B, not a C, in my science class so that made me feel happy I guess. And I DO have a job, remember??? I work at McDonald's! I don't work as much, but all the same I have a job. Hey thanks for the advice I'm really feeling overworked.
Wait a minute...you're a freshman? Wow, you work at McDonalds? I remember that, but aren't you a freshman? That's a little young for a job...correct me if I'm wrong, cause I usually am...but I'm confused...
yeah, you can get a job when you're a freshman...you just have to have a worker's permit and your parents' permission. i haven't worked in a long time now...maybe i should tell them that i can work saturdays now...i just thought of this, but a lot of people i know have a job. like this one kid who plays sax in the band, he works at KFC and this other kid in my grade works at this pizza place. he has to dress up as a piece of pizza and stand outside for 4 hours on saturdays and sundays. i almost feel bad for him, but he gets paid well so that compensates for it i guess!!!
hope everything's cool with u.
peace!!!
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